August 2013. Standing Under Little Wild
First, to
explain "Little Wild"! It is a little tree that
planted itself by the terrace outside our kitchen a few years
ago. By the time we noticed, it was already knee-height,
and, loth to remove such a sprightly thing, we let it
grow. For six years now it has borne fruit, a small plum
deep red and round like a cherry, perhaps the kind locals call
mirabolano. The tree may be a result of jam-making, in which
case its parent is further down from the house, by the bamboo
grove.
And
'standing', for those unfamiliar with this practice in our
kind of Chentaiji. Standing as in 'Standing Pole' or
'standing like a tree', between earth and sky, a conduit for the
energies, flowing through.
In the last few days, I've been doing my daily practice under
Little Wild, my back to the old stones of this house. Above me
is sky, visible through the reddish leaves of the tree, and
every now and then I open my eyes to see if there is a sign of
the raptors in our valley I am beginning to recognize.
Sometimes there is a call, like just now from a Honey buzzard.
Three are soaring way up in the thermals, perhaps parents with
their fledgling, initiating, we pray, its long life on the wing,
journeying between here and Africa. They like to fly with
as little flapping as possible, what a worthy aim! And they do
come down to earth.
I am writing this with Holy Isle beckoning, wondering if there
is anything I can suggest to prepare you for the kind of taiji
practice we will be doing together. Try to soften inside. At moments in the day, wherever
you are, whatever you are doing, turn your attention
inwards. Let go inside the body. Let it breathe, let
it be. Let go the mind's grip on the body. The body is our
workshop, our laboratory; it can be our hall of peace. The tool
we need is awareness. Become aware of the air around you, how it
sinks into you. Be like a house with its doors and windows
open, currents flowing through.